
When I was a child I was always thinking how tiresome it was that people would say "Look how BIG you are! Look how you've grown!" "Yes," I would think, "It is what children do." But here I am, grown, and saying such nonsense to children to whom I know better than to say such things. The trouble with loving children very much is that when you see them again and have to leave them again and they have already grown much more than you might have expected them to grow after just a few months, it is like this: "Miss Amanda, your face is very red and you are trying not to cry." "Yes." "It is because you love us." "Yesss."
But before the train home and my head up against the window, hood up (and isn't that how it should be on the train?), there were several very perfect hours spent with very perfect littles at the shore, in which I got to do almost all of the things that are really important in this world. And there were dolphins, spotted by a little in my lap. A little in my lap wrapped in a sweater and warmed by the sun.
{Image via flickr}

11 maids a-milking:
amanda, will you be my friend?
Oh the days of littles on my lap. Oh sorrow. Oh life is sweet.
Yay! You got to see the dolphins!
I work with littles on a daily basis and it amazes me every Monday how much bigger they all get just over the weekend. Fortunately they're small enough to not roll their collective eyes when I ooh and ahh at their weekend growth spurts.
Yes I will be your friend, Lauren. I am so happy you asked.
And this is the definition of how I felt as my sweet baby nieces and nephews grew in warp speed and became adults. My eyes too, swell up with lovely memories of little ones looking up to...me with all their wonderful hugs, kisses and "I love you too's."
Yes.
Amandaaaaaa, you made my bottom lip wobble.
Oh, I did exactly the same thing when I caught up with my little darlings a couple of weeks ago. The youngest is nearly seven now and she is so big and so different in just a few months. (When I started there she was six weeks, and I stayed until she was four, so you can imagine what she means to me.)
I tell myself I'm saying "You got so big!" in a cool aunt voice. Let's humor me.
This is such a lovely, poignant post. xoxo
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